Coward

At the time

i couldnt possibly have told her

that i understood.

that i too had felt the same.

that she wasnt alone.

that she wasnt the only one that had been through something like that.

or was going through something like that..

i wish i could have told her

that everything will pass one day.

that it wont be like that forever.

that one day she wont feel the way she does.

but i didnt.

because i'm scared.

because i'm a coward.

because i'm afraid to speak my mind, and say what i feel or felt.

because i loved her..

i guess i still do

i dont know.

i feel

uncertain

unsure

uneased

unprepared?

i never told her

i never told her so many things.

things i needed to get off, things i needed to say.

i guess it's too late.

and now she's broken and so am i.